Polluted minds

Till when?

2012-02-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

School is fucking boring. I really can't wait for this sem to be over. THIS HAS TO BE THE WORSE SEMESTER EVER. In the end, what's new right. This school never fail to screw up my life. uuurgghghghghhfffkfkfkckk.

So, when i thought having a bike would make motivate me to school, apparently its not working. AT ALL.

HOLIDAYSSSS WHEERE AAREE YOUUUUUU..

The love we used to have

2012-01-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

I went through lotsa pictures that was brought from the past. We were so happy and loving. We loved love.

I'm sorry. But this is truly how i feel and see it. I know i cant do it but it just seems so right.

2012-01-19T21:53:00.003+08:00

Maybe you should ask yourself.
I know i didn't change.
I'm ready for you every night.
And you used to be ready for jokes but now its all so serious.
We planned our future but you're scared of it.
I tried to make us happy, but you..
Urgh, can't blame you for all that right?
But it seems so right to do so. I'm sorry but it really does.

2011-11-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

2011-11-08T21:29:00.002+08:00

I know im no where close. It's just so saddening. I know you still wont understand.

Cos my confidence is intimidated. Not yours.

Reality check

2011-11-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

1. School has started.
2. I failed my TP, taking it again in 5 weeks' time.
3. Modules getting harder but more interesting than ever.
4. Rxz's gonna be mine i cant wait.
5. Get to choose the colour and design and rims and accessories.
6. Have to slim down. I know, but im sure im gonna feel better in the future.
7. Me and syahirah, we getting happier. Sure have some downs but generally happier.(okay maybe not)
8. Kinda lonely right now. Like noww.
9. Its been so long since i type something about my life.
10. Downloading movies now.
11. A new member named 'Zuhir' joined the band 'The Tempest' recently.
12. Hope to have a great semester ahead.
13. Have a good day.

2011-11-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

LIAR

RB3447 001

2011-08-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE, GET ME ONE!

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MINI

2011-08-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

OWNING A MINI WOULD BE A DREAM COME TRUE LA.

I'll give you everything i've got for a lil peace of mind.

2011-08-19T01:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, was rather an interesting day... De'hera's boss Dyla organized an event at Darul Ma'wa orphanage.. The main idea was to break fast and we did.. Only a few of us. But its interesting because ive never been to one, and yesterday i get to see how those kids spend their day everynight during the month of Ramadhan. Kinda sad because some experienced abuse and violence while some had never seen their parents' faces before. Tough life, but im sure they will pull through this and lead better lives in the future. Though we didnt really talk much with them, being in the building itself gave me an experience ive never had. Small but meaningful.

This picture was taken while me and a few of my friends(izyan and company, as well as the 4 girls). We didnt really take a picture as a whole group, but here's a photo to illustrate where we were. We ate at 18chefs. Haha. Yeah i missed the thick layer of mozarella cheeze on top of my pasta.. Surprisingly, this event that i organized, turned up pretty good. Alot of people attended, especially the 4 girls. I mean, without them, the event would be just another Dawgs outing.

A few days back, me and the usual gang met for iftar. Its been a while since we last saw each other. So we decided to eat at errr segar restaurant near bedok interchange. Great food but i just wish the serving could be abit more? I personally feel that its just abit too little for what we paid. But thats all right! Rounded the bazaar and finally settled down at singpost.

I gotta say my fasting month went smoothly. Everything fell right into place, and i feel good. Im currently waiting for TP test. School has ended. Met all my friends already. And finally, cheer up Zahrin. As much as i want to feel you bro, i cant because ive never been in your shoes. But im really sad to what has happened. Hope you will stay strong and study smart!

Sparkling eyes and juicy lips but i needa abstain

2011-08-06T13:02:00.003+08:00

This is me and my sister Nabilah. I assume i was 2 or 3 years old?? Maybe. This was back when i was still staying in Tampines block 887A.. That place was nice. Its spacious, like my current home too.

Now im waiting for my prac 7. Which is tomorrow. Which is my last! If i pass.... The sad thing is, next TP will be 29 sept for now.. So it will be like close to 2 more months of waiting??

Sedih nye aku...

2011-07-23T17:59:00.001+08:00

Gr.

2011-07-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

Should have gone studying with my friends.Wasted evening.

The 'being a waiter' dream

2011-07-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

I am officially unemployed! Yesterday was my last day of work. It was tiring like always but im glad i quit already.

This morning, i dreamt of being a waiter in a hotel. And i had a tray full of food with me. But, the weird thing was, i didnt know which table to serve them. Cos when you have to serve you should know. But i dont know and i didnt ask anybody that was working with me. So i roamed around feeling nervous and tired looking for the table but i couldnt find it. Whats the table number? I dont know. Meaning, i dont know what i am looking for. I kept walking around carrying the tray.

What a confusing dream.

Updated.

2011-06-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

So guess what?!

I am half way through my license! I am happy. Really.

Past 2 weeks(which was my holidays) was extremely packed. I went out everyday cos i tend to have lotsa plans during holidays. But it was fun! Really fun. I went to new places with my friends. Alot of catching up with my buddies. And i totally forgot about school. All those assignments and projects were forgotten. I took no shit about them. But thats okay! I can still survive all this. Somehow.

I am quiting work soon. I cant stand the tiredness of it, though i only work for like 3 to 4 hours a day! So its so sad. And i cant stand the China stewarding staff. He's angry all the time and he's just so fucking annoying in the kitchen. Jackass.

So annoying. But after work, a very sweet and lovely lady never fail to cheer me up and make my day. It just happens, when she doesnt even intend to do all that.

Goodnight prudence. And goodnight viewers(if theres any). It wil be a miracle if people still read this blog.

2011-06-16T00:58:00.002+08:00

I enrolled in SSDC a few weeks back, and glad to say that things are gg smooth so far. The only downturn is that my Riding theory test would be weeeeks away. Thats all.

My holiday started already. So i am occupying myself with

friends,
work and
license.

3 main focus.

And when schools steps in, ill be removing one from the 3 activities. I need time to space out things and be more aware of what im doing. Being organised is really hard. So i cant risk school with lots of other activities. So you can imagine how grateful i am without a CCA.

I learnt from my uztad that,
Let it be regrets of what you have not done, not regrets of what you have done.

If you think hard enough, you will know the difference and you will know why.

Goodnight prudence.

2011-06-09T11:27:00.002+08:00

Whats up, Prudence.

I learnt about two new places in Singapore that i have not been. For me, personally at least. Those places that is really relaxing and green. And hot. Haha. Yes it must be hot everywhere you go in Singapore. And i always wonder why im the one who always cant stand the heat. So, i planned to go there hmm during the holidays. I have two weeks so two occasions are fine right?

Anyway, im currently going through my exams. My past two papers went quite well for me. But i dont know about my future two papers! Both papers sound alike. Electrical Fundamentals, & Electronic Fundamentals and Systems. So it is like splitting one module into two. So it is like learning a bit but a lot. So it is like im stressed but im not. I am not confident. But no worries! I will be meeting Asri later like an hour from now. Yes, OSRI. The man. He never fails to help me at the last minute. So i thank him for that, and im gonna treat him a Ramlah Burger.

My paper todays starts at 3.30. Wish me luck when you still can!
Haha. No lah. BYE.

2011-06-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

I won't say anything. Not anymore.
Because it is for the right one too. When the right time comes, too.
I learned that from someone and its true. So I'll do it too.

My 18th birthday

2011-06-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Thank you, guys.

Dear blog

2011-05-28T01:10:00.003+08:00

Dear Prudence,

I am 18 already, you know! I've known you for more than 2 years but it seems like it's more than that. I used to share alot of things with you. Big or small. Short or long. I'll type it out every time i can. But now, i dont think i can keep up with how i used to blog. I am very occupied with stuffs. I dont know actually. Im seriously not into school. Perhaps too much time with friends. But it's fun! I gotta tell you that. It's too sad you don't have any. It's sad you dont have any emotion or neither can you talk, Prud! But you're not suppose to, so thats okay.

Since i am legal, i wanna announce that there wont be any vast changes in me. I'll still be the same Firdaus you know. I will walk slowly, talk slowly, be relaxed, no hurry, stroll, sloth. But i have new achievements in life. Which, one of it is, to pass a bike license! I really can't wait. Even if people asks me to not push it and take it slow, i don't think i can! I mean, as long as i have the money to pay the fees and go for it, i wont take it slow ill do whatever i can as long as i have money and time. Cos money and time is not on my side never gonna be. That's all i can think of right now, if i wanna talk about being 18. Because i am *crow's sound*-ing eager to get it started.

I'll end off, with thanking my friends for wishing me on my birthday once again. And reminding my readers, to make things easy rather than taking things easy. It's easier that way.
And i would like to apologize to anyone i hurt whether physically or emotionally. This is especially to S, because i feel down thinking of how down you always were. Really.

Take care ah!

2011-05-22T00:19:00.001+08:00

Cheer up there blind one, because it's ridiculous they convict you for not being able to see.

2011-05-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Lennon

2011-05-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

I'll have one in my entire lifetime.

2011-05-03T22:46:00.005+08:00

Personally, i think exposing yourself with clothes on bears the same meaning as exposing yourself without clothes on. If you think the first one is okay, in my honest opinion it's not. Think.

Nowadays, I'm a little bit interested in music composing/producing.

2011-05-02T12:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, my dad is discharged from hospital. He got caught up with dengue a week ago. He couldn't walk at all. But now can la. He is discharged already what. But he is still on MC, resting at home.

Now, let's talk about work. It's not that bad actually. Bad unless im posted to Downtown East to work for them. It's really tiring there. You can't keep up with how fast they eat. Really, makan mcm babi. Lagi teruk ah kadang2.

Honestly, there's a lot of things happened these few days. I don't know how to say it all here. Or rather im lazy to say it all. Hahaha. But i had a great week, it was really hectic but it was balanced. Whaaaat... hahaha okay.

2011-04-21T13:53:00.002+08:00

By the panels again
Hide or hidden
I regard it to be blind
Worthless, good riddance.

But its the lines on the palms.
Crooked and cracked.
To remind the ugly
They're soft like a bed.

We chase the petals.
For they keep us trailing.
Then again are they real.
Then again are they reeling
In for a shame.

For us for them.
For the pushed and bent.
Where the longest at the highest.
Drove us into being sent
Away from fame.

Fingers held on the grills.
I'm free, gritting my teeth.
A few giggles till my tears
Became rain.
Put me in, bring me in.
Because behold, I'm icy cold.
But a freeze is just a breeze for I'm bold.
With voices to strain.

Who the moon who is it?
Its one of those who miss it.
The Grey the blue the red mist.
The stripes of future you resist.

Its a lie but a truth to us many.
To say that's everything, not just money.
I got things to give things to borrow.
But no you don't have tomorrow.
I don't have tomorrow.

Do not sneak on me cos I'll hit you.
A hammer a pen its the same issue.
Let it out, don't go abaft the bench.
The answer of what lurks the stench.

Bruised and confused ill still live a life.
Not a century but a fairly 90
With him watching me over layers of skies.
Thank god it happened before it all dies.

How did you and her how they do it.
Be a shelter from those who are abusive.
Not a problem if you're young  brown or adhesive.
It only matters if they take and you give.

French kicks really kicks.

2011-04-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

I had a rough day yesterday. I argued with my dad, and it was a simple yet hit me into the heart the most. And, really, i cant understand what's with him. Or may be i did not understand the words i said. But it was what i felt and he just cant understand me. But fuck i cant give a shit about it anymore.

Applied. work. Sakura. Smart move? Definitely not. But i'll try anyways.

2011-04-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

What do you wanna do?

2011-04-17T14:41:00.001+08:00

A crazy little thing called love is a great movie. It's really funny, and silly! I like it when she's always silly.

Goodnight.

2011-04-12T04:31:00.002+08:00

It is all good. A flower, that grows.

2011-04-12T03:40:00.004+08:00

I'm having a hard time swallowing what people have to say about my past relationship. Things are over and i will appreciate if people will accept it as it is. All i have to do is to take it easy, and take it slow. And i need people around me to help me do that. I'm glad i still do love Syahirah. Yes, nothing to hide here. Despite what happened to us, all i can ask for is what i'm having right now. Easy and clean. We don't have to be together to go out, or talk on the phone, or have dinner, or lunch. Or as simple as to talk to each other. I still care about her as much as i believe she cares about me. The past are bygones for a reason, and if i can put it behind i don't see why cant all of you.

Fortunately/unfortunately, this woman is someone i can see and you can't.

Excuse me while i light this spiff.

2011-04-12T03:13:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to ESSB for clinching the band's second Silver for SYF. It was a proud moment for me on the day itself too, because since where i left off was something i feel i had contributed to. And to know that they did their best to sustain what we had before, makes me feel good.

I will be giving my shot at the TP's symphonic band auditions when school is reopened. So, wish me luck? Nah save it. I don't want this to be important to me anymore. Just, something i wanna try again.

stood aside and look

2011-04-03T02:15:00.003+08:00

I keep having a hard time sleeping and err it's not good? So, i kept sleeping at my usual time which is hmm lets see 4? or sometimes earlier but ill end up twisting and turning my hot body(okay kidding) and then fall asleep! So i had this new way of sleeping. Ill face a spot where it is really really dark and stare at it till i cant open my eyes anymore. It's nice because even if my eyes arent closed yet, it felt like it is because im staring at a pitch black space. SO IT SO WEIRD BUT I LIKE IT.

I watched a movie last two days with my sister at night and its awesome. Its awesome cos the girl's cute and hot and tall.. Though she's Asian but she's adorable. Well that's the thing right thats the reason why she's the chosen actress? I added her on facebook. More of a fan page? Doesnt matter. Added her anyway. She's so full of personalities i dont know what kind of girl is she. She can become a drum major(better than me im serious) but be the lead actress in the drama club as well! ringggg

Yesterday i had a pricknic(picnic with the pricks). More of a day to meet up and share what we went through the past few days, because apparently some of them went overseas and learn new things. They had a few souvenir to give away to us and i received aaaaaaaaaa pen with those cairo stuffs on it. Hmm a lighter with an eiffel tower image hmmm a tee and thats all.. Oh hawa gave me a little dream catcher bought from thailand last week. So i hope you readers get an idea of where my friends went? No? Happy figuring out then!

GOODNIGHT

Empty bubble days

2011-03-23T15:37:00.002+08:00

Who needs a job? I do.

Days gone started to get mellow again. I kept heating up this computer chair with my butt, cos i simply have nothing to do. But thank goodness yesterday i went out so that's not so bad eh eh? Yeah.

I asked my dad if the airport has any job for me. Well, yeah they do but i dont really wanna commit till school reopens and, i dont really wanna go work everyday and missing out on awesome stuffs im gonna have soon. Right? Who would wanna. But i heard the job's not that tough. I'll think about it.

Oh yes, Kronix made a few songs and i already uploaded some. The sound is not gonna be that clear but, its clear enough considering it was taken from a Sony compact cam.. Now the thing is, im pretty happy that we made a few songs of our own. But it's just sad that band members are getting smaller people are going in and out. Things like this aint making the band stable and strong. And the amount of talent isn't amusing i have to say. So, lesser heads=lesser quality. My honest opinion about it. Just an opinion.

Though Wormrot made it through international with just a vox, drum and guitar, its just risky to be like them. They have raw talent that's hard to find here in this little red dot.

Why you die is the reason you live. Huh?

2011-03-22T01:42:00.001+08:00

2011-03-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

How you guys think of it? Yeah kinda amateur looking isn't it.. It was my first try in making a band name logo. Not perfect yeah. I KNOW.

Sentosa

2011-03-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

A place where the sun should shine, didn't shine. Haha its was drizzling last thursday when i got there. Yeah me, because i came late so i was alone. They settled down at Pahlawan Beach. Surprisingly, it has such a good ambiance to it. I always thought the place was boring. Indeed there wasn't any activity going on, but its a place for you to clear your mind and fill it with nature. WOW since when do i talk about nature?! Oh, i wanna introduce a few people to you. Up there, are a few of my new found friends i met at work. Kiong, Ella and Zie. And they really turn the world around.

I always wanted to fly out of a plane and pierce through the wind. My friend tried it before at Switzerland!! I know. I'm jealous too. And then ill be like pretending im running or swimming in the air. Damn, must be so fun. But, i saw a few tragedies on tv, which, is kinda frightening. Oh well, ill do it if im fated to. For now, ill try to enjoy what Singapore has to offer. Cheers.

If you can't hold on.

2011-03-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

I need direction.

Things can go really crazy this month because i have like 2 or 3 pending plans to Universal Studios. BUT, it wont be if i have no $$$$(yes, cash) because i only have a few bucks in the bank, and its not increasing anytime soon. Mampos..

Oh yes, i had a little problem with work nowadays. Haha. I don't know, usually ill give work a problem but this is the other way round! When i asked for work, ill get a 'Hey you're not working' at the last minute. Haha that's reeeaaaallly weird cos that is the exact same thing i did to my work on my previous jobs. Karma? Wth i've never really believed in it. Yeah and the whole miss communication thing kinda disappoint me you know. I can only hope the organisation of everything will run smooth in the future and no one's gonna be disappointed like how i am now. NEVERMIND its just a part time job anyway. Shouldn't really bother me this much.

So, how's life Firdaus?
Well, things are breaking but it's good its breaking even. So nothing much to worry about it's all cool. My band made a few songs and we nailed it pretty quick. Mainly because the songs are short and simple so i don't really need to do any fancy tweaks to it. Some straight to the point songs of what we wanna say to the public. Though some songs are a bit of the edge and offensive lol. But who cares, mind your own business and you wont be offended:D

My sighing days seems to be fading away but sssllllooowwwlllyyy.. Been going out a few times with friends. Other days you'll just find me at home trying to figure out fun and new discovery, which i failed.

To perfection.

2011-03-12T00:34:00.006+08:00

I'll give hmm 1 more month for people to stop talking about my ended relationship. Because honestly, it's getting pretty annoying.

It's still a long way for me to being legal. Maybe 2 months cannot be that bad, but err i just can't wait! There's a lot of things i want to do. Which, i don't quite think it's appropriate to state them here. Nonetheless, the picture above is one out of many. To have a motorcycle license AND own a bike for myself! I'm so fed up with myself for being late all the time. So having a bike will hopefully solve that problem? no?

ANYWAY... I know its a little too late to say this but, HAPPY HOLIDAYS POLY PEOPLE! It's the end of the semester, and i'm so happy it ended already. But this time im a bit worried about my results. But its over yeah i know no use worrying over it.

A few of my friends are going overseas this march. Sent Suha off yesterday. But im afraid i cant send Farah and Lyya off this Sunday if im working. Oh well..whatever it is, take care okay guys! They are going to places really far from Singapore and, you know, to me it's quite a scary experience in the plane. Every time im in a plane, ill wish it'll land as quick as possible cos a few moments of turbulence can really make you think of those bad possibilities. Pretty scary.

I'm hungryyyyyy:(

2011-03-05T13:36:00.003+08:00

Don't fill too much of your time with

for one fine day, you will hope it'll happen.

2011-02-24T13:34:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it is really weird to realise that i have a blog. Cos im not the kind of person who talks a lot. Nor type a lot. In other words conservative. But as i grow up i learn to open up. Not just through this, but literally talking and also through my actions.

But things like these have their side effects.

It hammered me to my lowest till i cant breathe.
It pushed me to the highest where everything was clear and sensible.

So, talking about these two.
I experienced it a few days ago, or maybe weeks.

I was having a hard time controlling myself emotionally just because i dont want people to pity me. It sucks to have people pity on you. I felt vulnerable. So pitying on me doesnt work to make me feel better, honestly. And this matter pretty much adds on to the problem im facing with school. No one can have an idea how much shit i got into. Basically, im failing. If not, my grades are generally lower than expected.

However, things are getting better now because i made a point to. But its not up there yet. Up there? Personal victorious level, i mean.

The upside of the story. During all this chaos i went through, i managed to get some time off and enjoy outside. Where everything is just about the right places and the right friends.

So, my condition is as stable as some fucked up gangter's family. Or rather you can say, unstable.

2011-02-12T00:18:00.003+08:00

I heard the news today oh boy.

Oh boy.

2011-02-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

IM REALLY LAZY TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.

I JUST WANNA PLAY MUSIC.

A kitten so cute.

2010-12-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Here's a few pictures of Umairah, my brother's girlfriend's new kitten. Cute isnt she?! Really adorable. She slept in my arms, by my feet, awwww... But she's back home now.

Oh yes, enjoy the vid.

2010-12-21T14:59:00.002+08:00

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

2010-12-16T01:44:00.001+08:00

Im having my term test. And.. so far it's quite okay.. I can't say i can score cos this one was quite tough. So, wish me luck!

MAGNIFICENT

2010-12-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

We're just a pair of beautiful noises.

Frosted Flakes

2010-12-04T03:11:00.003+08:00

Life is not about just hoping for something good to happen. You have to do something about it. And if you do expect for something magical from someone, just imagine how tough it would be if you're the one who's trying it. Regardless, of whether you're a boy or a girl. Cos its not about the physical we're talking about. Its the mental strength and capability. Think about it.

2010-12-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

I hate attention seekers. They can kiss my ass!
And to those who gives them their attention, kiss my ass too!

Kiss. My. Ass.

MAIDEN

2010-11-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

2010-11-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

You're just sick of yourself.

2010-11-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

FUCK THE QUIZ WEEK!

2010-11-21T13:57:00.000+08:00

PEST.

2010-11-21T02:09:00.002+08:00

I feel a bit shitty right now..

Anyway, 'Rahsia' was great. From the start till the end. And Janiah was great too. And the good thing about it was, it was free! Though they could actually earn a lot from it.

Now im really bored im quite sleepy and pissed and hungry..

But im gonna sleep soon, i guess. It's so sad to know that Monday is reaching pretty soon. I dislike school now. The whole morning till night thing is killing me. Plus the new modules im learning, im gonna be fuckin' dead. Serious. My gpa's gonna be low this sem im sure.

Shit im always talking about how bad school has been. Like there's no other life than gg to that shithole.

You know, now i feel im tired of music. I don't know. Maybe because im not in a mood for anything other than blogging, im saying all this. Like, im lazy. To play any instrument. Drums of guitar. I mean, not as serious like i used to. I need a set of drums at home. Damn but that will take me years. Guess i just hafta wait.

Ok, im sleepy. And my posts are getting boring and more boring.

Delete my blog?

2010-11-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

School is so dreadful.

I've been having school like 9 hours each day. Well, except for Friday. But i feel tired almost everyday from Monday to Thursday. Plus, i will be experiencing the worst Monday Blues EVER. 9Am to 7am try that to start your week.

But umm, its good that i have long breaks in the middle of the day. Sometimes i get like 2 to 3 hours break. But, too much of good things arent good right. Yeah, i feel tired of waiting for the break to end too! See how weird things are revolving around. It's really tiring and my mind is not keeping up.

I think i need to catch a movie soon. Say, Harry Potter? I wanna watch it! With Syahirah of course. If she's able to overnight at Syaz's chalet this weekend, maybe we could catch a midnight movie or sth. HOW I WISH. I hope i can enjoy during syaz's chalet.. I mean, i dont know if would have the mood to enjoy. There are certain people who restrict me to do certain things. Yeah and i dont know what to do about it. I dont think i can do anything about it either. Sigh.. Lets just wait and see.

Tomorrow is Hanif's and Denise's NCO pass out parade. I wanna see how it is.

I wanna stop killing myself but it feels so good every time.

2010-11-10T00:09:00.001+08:00

If i don't pick up the phone, means i wanna be alone.

USA

2010-10-27T21:54:00.004+08:00

Just a quick update.
I went to the states recently. Like approximately 2 weeks ago..
Started out in San Francisco, drove down to Los Angeles, and then back home.

Im really tired of typing alot here. I don't even have the mood. Cos there are certain things im just not satisfied of. And im so lazy to think about what to describe the states. So yeah. The pictures will do. Enjoy:D

And i see the sun..

2010-10-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives within my heart

And when she was sad
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy so was I
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other that was all
Just she and I together
Like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely
I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still I waited for the day
When she'd say
I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten
Never thought she'd look my way
And she smiled at me
And held me
Just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives within my heart

When she loved me...

Scientist

2010-10-14T10:18:00.001+08:00

Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Off to SFO

2010-10-13T05:44:00.002+08:00

Aeroplane food sucks.

Now, im here already. Here in San Francisco. The place is really cool. With lots of hills like how the movies show it. And the trams just like the ones in the movie 'My Name is Khan'.

Sigh. I'm tired.

Fast food. Just too fast.

2010-10-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

I ate this today. Just the burger.

That's okay right? Yup. It's okay. I mean, it's fish and bread it's okay.

Bonded by Blood

2010-09-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

2010-09-28T16:14:00.003+08:00

You are, the most beautiful thing.

AAARGGGHH EVERYTHING'S SO FUCKED UP NOW!

2010-09-27T02:18:00.001+08:00

I feel so weird. It's like, sad. I'm having this heavy heart. I'm really sad i don't really know why. And i don't know who to turn to. Except you.

But the thing is, it's about you.

Jennifer Love Hewitt

2010-09-23T03:22:00.002+08:00

I watch her almost everynight before i go to bed.

Lets start with the 21 Sept. I actually had to attend work. So i started out with meeting my friends for raya first. At first i thought of joining for just like 2 hours? Yeah but then they really phsyco-ed me into ditching work. I tried my luck and luckily i could unattend it. Called my manager and he said its okay. The thing is, this sat i gotta work damn! So i followed them with jeans, slippers and hard rock cafe tee till one in the morning, imagine that. What a night.

So today, or should i say yesterday cos its alr past midnight, i went out with izyan and all. Started the day with entering Syahirah's house. And met Chiput after such a looooong time. He's really big now. Met her mom and brother too. Ate a bit and then continued the journey for the rest of the day till midnight. Was a really tiring day too. After all the walking and bus-boarding.

Maybe now i should get some sleep.

You know i watched every step you take and heard every sound you make. I can't stop thinking about you. I guess you can, but i can't. I am really serious.

I think i'm overly obsessed with you.

2010-09-20T14:02:00.002+08:00

Love is aaight. I just think it's stupid to talk about it. Don't get me wrong.

Later im gonna go work! So boring...

Don't start to cry, if you get a black eye.

2010-09-17T23:09:00.004+08:00

Today is a really boring day for me! I didn't do anything except for playing this laptop. Been hearing songs and playing them on my guitar. Been downloading some too. Watched the tv and thats it! So boring i know.

Hmm sometimes i had to crack my head to really type something here. I mean, i don't wanna talk about love cos its so stupid.

So, here's a little update about what is happening in Singapore.

Background:
One of the most established bands off the bay area thrash scene. Started out with an album 'Bonded by Blood' back in the 80's and till now with their latest 'Exhibit B'. And to hell with other descriptions, THEY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!! Woooohooo.

Okay, so that's whats up. Their gig will be at 28 sept as seen on the poster. Being held at the Republic cultural centre, which is damn far laa.. Imagine if i were to really go to this gig, my legs will be all jelly by the time in done. And worse if i gotta walk all the way to the interchange. Take a bus to Tampines. Change bus to Pasir Ris. Walk home. Sigh..

Still considering on gg to this gig. Cos my friends are all busy. They still can't confirm. I don't know if zamir and amsyar are gg. Though they sound so eager to go in the first place. They sounded as if they ARE going. Well, just gotta wait and see. Really appreciate the extension of the the early bird tix. So i still have to time to think and by the time i decide to go, i can still pay 55 bucks^^

Come on guys, that's some awesome friendly violent fun for everyone!

2010-09-16T02:22:00.005+08:00

I had my class BBQ like 8 hours ago at ECP. Feels good to feel the wind being blown at me. The night life there was really amazing. There's music almost everywhere i go.

And to me the waves are music too.

The pit was really simple with typical food you would get in any pits you go. But i really enjoy coming to one. It's that feeling you get when its only you, friends and everything around you.

No school or studies or parents.
Then, you can lock n' loll.

This raya fever is getting everywhere and everytime! I will be extremely busy next week. Gonna be working, playing soccer and gg out to raya with buddies. Though the thought of everything is really tiring. I guess its worth the fun(: I have to be honest that, i actually find myself enjoying myself more with friends than with my family.

I know its pretty much embarrassing to say this.

People are cherishing their family so much, yet here i am saying all these things. But yeap, this is what i realised now. It wasnt like how it used to be. And it is'nt getting better. But i don't mind, cos everyone's doing their own stuff and im so used to this.
Yes i sound so normal because it really isn't bothering me anymore.

That is why my life is full of fooling around. Cos nothing is serious to me anymore. But i do know the importance of education. That is why i study. Not for my parents. Not for my siblings. Not for my friends. Not for anyone else. But for me. Cos i know i'll be dealing with my own problems when i grow up. I know that no one can help me. Im not tryna be selfish here. Just trying to say that i study not because my parents told me to. Its because i want to. Cos i know how to draw the line. I hope.

2010-09-14T01:58:00.003+08:00

You know, i really think that we should enjoy what we have right now.. We are all really young. Well i know we're reaching 18 anytime soon. But we are still a bunch of kids still unaware of a lot of things. We do not know what is happening or what is there for us. We are too young to be serious about things that are not supposed to be, at our age. Therefore we should learn to take things as it comes and also learn to put it away when it wants to go. Cos we are too young to be attached to something for too long.

We're too young. We're too young.

You'll find yourself full of knowledge at the end of the day. You know what is right or wrong. There's nothing to be afraid of when you want to try. Cos trying will open your heart to whatever is good for you. Whatever that will make you a better person im sure. Though you make some mistakes in life, what is life without it?

Sometimes i finished eating and i don't wash my dishes.
I come home late and not tell my parents.
I forgot to make my bed before i go out.
I smoke.
I skip my solat.
I fall in love.
I don't study.
I make people upset.

Well there's more. But those things happen sometimes. Don't make things like that change the way you think about life. Life need not be perfect or too good cos bad things could shape it. And you'll feel better. Cos i just think that people of my age take things too seriously sometimes. Yup and that's all.

So i walked around Tampines Mall last week with my classmates and happened to walk pass the Swatch shop. I looked at it some of them and saw those two watches i posted previously. Those two below *points below* but costs quite a bomb. At least to me. Apparently to some people it sells at a relatively acceptable price.. So hmm im just gonna wait and see if i wanna buy it.

Hari raya 2010

2010-09-13T01:49:00.002+08:00

I am really hungry right now! But i'm sleepy so i won't eat. Especially around this time!

Hari raya this year was pretty much the same like every other years. I mean it doesn't get any better. But doesn't get any worse either. I didn't buy a new set of clothes this year so im gonna wear anything i have right now. Didn't have time to look around and buy. Didn't have the mood too. So yeap. Still collecting my $$$ hehehe! This year's $$ progression wasn't that smooth as the previous years. But i can't be bothered anymore. See ya:D

Wasting away

2010-09-07T01:02:00.004+08:00

Due to my currently on going exams, lots of my time were really consumed due to studying lately.. Cos uhh.. I should have studied long ago i guess. Nah, i'm not that type of person. I can't and won't study early and will always do it at the last minute.

So... i gotta be honest. I really don't know what to say here anymore. Like, for the past months! Cos, somehow things changed. I don't have a topic to start on everytime. Not as frequently as i used to. Well that's how i feel. But, i'll still try my best to talk here. Cos i want to. It's just that, past few months i just can't. Oh well..

You know, i have been dreaming alot about having my own room. Cos, i really feel annoyed whenever i step into my room. There are lots of stuff i don't like. I mean, stuffs that i dont think anyone would be okay with. Cos, who likes a messy room right?

Guess you got an idea of what im tryna say.

Things in my room are all over the place all the time. I don't wanna blame my brothers but i just have to! Cos they just don't seem to understand the meaning of CLEANLINESS. Even when they're not at home most of the time, but once they are, they really shake the whole room till it's unbelievable. You know, sometimes i can't believe how fast they can fuck up this room. It's as if they had no self discipline when they are like 4 and 8 years older than me.

I'm so sick of having such a dull and pointless room. Where everything was just unplanned. You know. Like, if you wanna have a TV you'll just put at a corner. Or a new wardrobe or a new drawer. You'll just fit it in any empty space you can find here. And it sucks cos its not organised properly. But i cant do anything cos this room is not mine. Just, partially.

I wanna have a room where i can do whatever i want. Still, with maintained cleanliness. I have guitars and my classical one is all cracked cos we don't have enough space it'll be like standing in one corner and at night somehow it'll fall to the ground. I need more space!
Now, i tried hard to keep my things in my wardrobe. Almost everything!

My clothes.
Bags.
Books.
Handphone.
PSP.
Laptop.
Pictures.
Letters.
Posters.
Wallet.
Watches.
Perfumes.

I just had to, cos if not, my room will be worse.
Yeah. I just gotta admit that im really ashamed of letting people see my room.
Cos its like a shithole i just gotta bear with it for a long time.

I can't even study in this shit.

SSSSepticSSSSchizo

2010-09-02T02:53:00.004+08:00

My brother bought an iphone 4!! Yesterday actually.. But that night, i dreamt of getting an ipad. Eventhough i dont really crave for one.

BUT, i am craving for one of these.

Today, after i came home from work, i got to know that my dad is gonna slow down my internet connection! Imagine how lagging its gonna be ill be like stoning most of the time infront of my laptop. Gosh that is one hell of a way to test my patience! So, ill be making full use of the connection speed when i still can. But not now.. Cos exams are around the corner!

Sigh, i hate talking about exams but i still talk about it anyway. I have 3 subjects and i only studied 1! And i have like 3-4 more days left. So, damn im in some deep shiiaat. But what to do..when facebook exists!

Makan taik korek jubo cium sudah...

2010-08-24T03:55:00.003+08:00

I really need to start sleeping early and waking up early! My body clock is ruined by this laptop of mine:( I'm grabbing a few amos famous cookies right now at the freaking 4 am! My parents are gonna be up soon and im gonna be dead if they find out im still up.

A lot of things are making me eager to grow up fast right now. Things are pacing up real quick. I desire something that, probably takes me years, seem to take me minutes. I don't wanna grow old fast, but this is something common i guess. When you grow up lots of things tempt you. And you get so curious you wanna try it out. But you have to learn, to be yourself. Control yourself.
I am going through one of the toughest shit so far, and damn im struggling. Emotionally, it was really a challenge for me. Especially, when it happens in this month of Ramadhan. But i really need to control myself with patience. You cannot always cry to something you dont like. So, i stop being sad, and be awesome instead. Okay that's one of Barney's fav quotes. Haha lotsa HIMYM stuffs got into me recently. Well, yeah. I do look okay in certain points of time. Cos i just have to. It wasn't easy for me to hide those ridiculous feelings i have. But i had to force myself to do so. I can't have the people around me affected. It sucks to keep it all inside, so i really need friends in times like this. I hope i you around me but too bad it ain't gonna happen.
I have problems with studying right now. Because i think im enjoying my freedom too much. Too much i tend to hinder the most important thing in the world. At least, in Singapore. Typical huh. But yeah i really need to overcome this problem but i can't bring myself to do so. I am so fuckin' lazy. Gotta be honest. I really think im a lucky guy. Because no matter how lazy i am, things still go the way i want it to be so far. Now, i dont know. Tables may turn. I may get into the deepest shit or just get the usual luck i always get. All the best.

I really need to apologize here. For all the pain i caused upon you, Syahirah. You really went though alot, while we were together. Im sorry for pushing you a bit too far sometimes. We really had lots of great memories together. And honestly, i don't think i can put all of them away that easily. I really wish we could get back together and sort things out together. And mend things that broke us up. I always thought that we were the strongest couple ever. I always thought that we were the coolest, you know:D And i always thought that you were the most beautliful thing that ever happened to me. I really respect your decision, but, im just gonna be stubborn. I want you back. Heck, i need you.

Sigh, you may think these are all bullshit but this is the time when my heart really talks.

Hot as %#&$(#&$@#$

2010-08-23T18:38:00.008+08:00

TWO ITEMS I WANNA HAVE WHEN I GROW UP.

A Roland TD-20 kx Drumkit.

A beast i would love to have when i'm all an adult. This will be the perfect item will ever have. It's very suitable for Singaporeans who live in an apartment so as not to annoy neighbours. Yes, we have to be considerate! And, this kit also allows me to perform like how i would on an acoustic kit. Because of its meshheads on its snare and toms. Acoustic-like high hats. Freakin big bass pad. Choke-able cymbals. Rims! And alot more in the digital strength.

THIS IS A KIT OF MA DREAMS..

A Yamaha RXK, RX-S or an RD 350

I always find old school materials really amazing. Especially music. I LOVE THRASH. As i was saying, yeah. Old school. They remind me of how appreciative people were to such fine things in life. Like this really simple bike up there. That bike makes me really relaxed just by looking at it. I know i sound really weird, but yes. It does. I know it's not attractive in terms of speed. But i find it really chillin'. I already planned to buy a helmet from a store near arab st. When i own a bike la. Not now.. I like it cos i don't fancy sport bikes that much. I mean, i know i can't ride fast because of the strict speed limits here in Singapore. This Yamaha basically gives me enough speed in riding.

You came like a blitzkrieg, too bad you went off the same way.

2010-08-16T14:48:00.004+08:00

AAHhhhhhhhhh.... Just woke up half an hour ago. And i thank God for this beautiful weather. Hope it stays this way!

I went to a birthday dinner yesterday. It was, really great. The place was amazing. Because it was at a hotel! Okay i sound jakon cos its my first time. It was held at the Marriott Hotel Singapore. The food was awesome. Lots of kinds of food. I ate, quite alot actually. But its okay! As long as im not eating right before i go to sleep, its really okay.

Helium fun is uploaded, so check it out.. You guys should try it, seriously.

Well, that was my Sunday. Hope yours was one hell of a day too!

Judged not lest ye be judged yourself.

2010-08-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

Fuck the exams!

I saw a pair of rainbows last week at school's hockey pitch. We were chillin' after soccer, and saw what they call it 'Double Rainbow'. Kinda cool. Okay, really cool. It was my first time ever to see that kinda thing.. So,

Watch out for it! It's really beautiful.

Gossip burning on the tip of your tongue

2010-08-13T02:08:00.003+08:00

I just want a simple life like this cute little kitten up there. Awww isn't it cute!

You know, i need to get the hell outta my house. I've been rotting at home doing nothing, really. At least, a study partner. Well, now i thought i need a study partner cos i can't study.. On my own..

D:uoy evoL .tnih siht teg uoy epoh i ,lleW

Problems before solutions.

2010-08-11T02:31:00.001+08:00

Gotta agree with me boys.

Crash of every waves, i don't really listen.

2010-08-10T03:05:00.003+08:00

I wish i could tell you that i love you, as many times as you can stand to hear it. And all that does the only thing is to remind us. Remind us that, love is not enough.

Well, i wish.

Happy National Day!

2010-08-09T00:17:00.003+08:00

I went to town with my ex-classmates and this is my review..
The last airbender, wasnt that great.. Blame the director. He sucks.
And sheesha was abit disappointing for me. Nonetheless, we still had fun!

Sigh. Today was a lonely day. Ate my lunch alone. Went to Sentosa alone. Oh yes, fyi, i filled the forms of working at Oscar Oscar in Sentosa. Hope ill get it. Ok, then i came back alone. Spent my evening at home, alone. Ate my dinner alone. Even now, im all alone..

But at least, today i met my girlfriend so my night isnt that bad afterall. Though it was just seconds. Well, can't argue about it anymore. Life is just so hard.

Today, i mean, 9 august 2010, is the National Day! Weeeee....... It's the start of my holidays and just 12 am but i'm already sleepy:(

Happy National Day!

To every Singapore citizens out there. Not a shout out to those phillipinos, Indons and China man and woman out there eh sorry eh.

2010-08-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

Shit i dont understand why my sister's being such an asshole why cant she just listen to her mom and dad why must she go against such small stuffs why must she make this house feel so sinned why must she make us all ashamed why must she make my mom shout her lungs out why must she be defiant like fuck why is she like that i dont understand why the fuck my parents buy for her stuffs and be so nice to her while she gives back shit to them fuck why

I'll call her muffins.

2010-08-01T11:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night, i felt really weird. As if my heart was sinking, for no reason i could think of at all. Tried to reach out to my gf, but sadly she couldn't hear me out. Had this feeling that rolling down beads of tears would do, and when i let it happened, it really made me feel better. After all, who else could be there.

So what.

2010-07-20T19:52:00.003+08:00

Saw that person up there already? That's the spokesperson from the Singapore Bus Transit. He came here in TP's lecture theatre to talk to us about how badly they need technicians and engineers right now. Now you know the problem about frequently occurring bus breakdowns and stuff. They need us! He even said that an SBS company will be set up here in TP! Just like Lufthansa.
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NOT! He's not a spokesperson or of that sort. He is my Digital Fundamentals lecturer. And he wears like this most of the time. Like a bus driver. Every lecture of his, bore me to hell. I cannot understand a thing he says nowadays. Oh god, please don't make me repeat this module. Or, send me someone that can help me understand Dfund better. Because so far, no one could.

Brazil

2010-07-03T13:36:00.002+08:00

This is Max Cavalera. From one of the best metal bands on earth.
This is Sepultura, Un Dos Tres Quatro!

Been listening to them almost the whole week now. Tryna get the Brazilian mood into me cos ive been rooting for them to win and win. But, yesterday was a disappointment. To me. To everyone.

FUCK THE DUTCH!

Now Suffer

2010-07-03T13:20:00.002+08:00

Got to a gig a week ago at Blackhole 212. Was kinda an EP release demo from a local death/thrash band called Oshiego. With other local guest bands performing before they did. Was quite a short gig actually. Started at 5 and ended at 8 plus? Yeah. This time it was a bit freaky cos a band called Zaganoth got the vox to be undressed with only the underwear! With a pantyhose worn on his head! Showing off his balls! I mean, literally! He took it out! Just the balls la. And, he's an indian don't worry.

It was great. Oshiego was great! Crowd was there. Unfortunately for Xanadoo, there did not have the right crowd down there. So, kinda boring. But, the band itself kicked major ass. Pure energy and talent! What a night, comes what a bangover.

Power

2010-06-12T04:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i feel like laughing at people. But, its just sad to see them with those frowns. Still, i feel like laughing in their faces. I know its not nice but i just have that intention to do it. But i don't think ill do it. Cos most of them are people i don't really know. They will get offended.

Well, that's how i feel.

All i want is you

2010-06-05T21:29:00.003+08:00

I feel really lonely right now. And i dont know why. I guess i miss my friends. I miss my secondary school days. I really do i can't deny that. I miss going to school late and get scolded. And get my legs all 'semut-semut' because of sitting down cross legged for the whole half an hour. I miss sitting in my class. The chair and the heavily vandalised table. I miss not doing homework and doing it the same day as handing it up. I miss doing art in the art class. Though it took alot of my free time after school, i enjoyed it cos there were friends around me. I miss those laughters in class. 4E3. We were jokers. I could still remember how we pissed Ms Rachel Ng till she demanded us to go down to the parade square. I miss skipping art class and then buying water at the drink stall by the back door. I miss PE lesson when we would play all sorts of games together. I miss making Sakinah mad. I miss laughing at Teng Sian. I miss talking to Amira in class she's a funny girl. I miss throwing rubbish in the bin from afar. I miss maths lessons. I miss toilet breaks. I miss hanging out in class immediately after school. I miss searching for my girlfriend in school. I miss the after school sepak takraw sessions. And the soccer under the indoor sports hall after school when i actually needed to attend art after school-.- See! Art always got in my way. I miss hanging out at the canteen after school. Miss the Mee Soto. The Nasi Ayam Penyet. I miss band. Band camps especially. I miss having juniors under my care. I miss going to Mac after band pracs. I miss eating in the canteen with dawgs and my girlfriend. I miss spending time with her in school. And after school. Where we tend to buy bubble tea. And challenge each other on who gets to poke the straw in the centre. I would send her home and we would take our own sweet time walking and chat about our day. I used to ask her what her mom cooks for lunch. I miss spending my weekends with her. Im missing her really badly right now.

You say you'll give me
eyes in the moon of blindness
a river in the time of dryness
a harbour in the tempest

I'm still here

2010-06-01T22:44:00.004+08:00

Now that Engineering Maths 1 and Circuit Analysis are done, i only have one more paper to go! Which is Digital Fundamentals and i have not studied for it. Even till now. So yeah ill be preparing for exams in a few minutes time. Once tomorrow comes, term tests are gonna be over and ill be enjoying my holidayss!

And if your night was over,
And if you day wont last,
And if you way should falter,
Along the stony pass.

I'm sure we can grow stronger than ever.

Belaian Jiwa

2010-05-31T00:55:00.003+08:00

Me want a mini bike ride it to mini marts

Didn't do much today. Slept at 11.30 in the morning and woke up at 3 plus to pray. From then on, i can't sleep. I'm trying to keep myself busy. But i just can't fill my time by mugging. Cos, i just can't do that. I don't know why i can't force myself to study and just be a good student. I cant do that cos i'm not that kinda student. I guess.

Met Aishah today and introduced her to Loyang Point. The place most well-known by people living in St 21. Tried as hard as i can to study Maths. Now im here blogging, not knowing whether i can recall all those formulas ive been using for practice.

Now that my girlfriend is not here, i don't really know who to turn to and say all these things, except for this blog of mine. Cos apparently nobody else seems to care.

Goodnight world.

Ubin Boys

2010-05-30T16:50:00.002+08:00

Shafiq, Nabil, Zahrin, Mizan and me went to P. Ubin yesterday for fishing. And partly, cycling la. But the main motive was to fish. Thanks to mizan, i got a rod just for myself. Was really awkward handling fishing stuffs at first, but later on, i was aaaight.

Caught a fish!

It's a fish we Malays call it 'Ikan Duri'. It was my very own first fish i ever caught in my whole entire current life! Though it was just a small fish, i was quite pleased that i actually caught one. Biasa lah jakon kan.

So, there were like 10 big bottles of water. 2 each. And one Nasi Lemak for me and some others.
Stayed there from 5.30 to around 8? Yeah i guess so.

Phew damn it was tiring. With all the mosquito bites and all. And sticky body especially my balls. Haha nolah
Chiao

Syahirah bte Jaafar.

2010-05-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

This beutiful lady here has gone to Germany like half an hour ago! Gosh ayyamaa alamak si bei sad ah. And gone for like the whole two weeks and like the whole holiday! But hope she'll have lots of fun there. And bring back chocolates cos i wont tell you that i actually want her to bring for me some. I won't. Met her at the airport just now before she went off. Felt like im losing her when she's just gg for a few weeks. Aiya just two weeks la Firdaus not forever.

I miss you please come back soon..
Take care, i love you. Very. Much.

Oh the government.

2010-05-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

Had a really tiring evening last Sunday just to serve those people up there. They had this foreign affairs dinner blah3 i wasn't expecting that kinda VVIP and VIP to attend the function. Was a bit shocked at first, then got used to seeing them faces while working through it. The most 'sedih sia' part was when we had to take a long bus ride to tamp inter by bus 10. Reached there at 1 and just sat at one corner. Glad there was Mark's dad to send hazwan and me home.

War Without End

2010-05-20T18:18:00.005+08:00

Warbringer fucking rules! The show was great, though the number crowd wasn't like how i expect it to be. But the most important thing is having the right crowd, no matter how many there are. Warbringer totally tear Substation Theatre down! They started the war with the song 'Total War'. Fuckin' awesome!!

And this is the Wall of Death during the song 'At The Crack Of Doom'

Ended with the song 'Combat Shock', the whole show was a blast. I wanna thank Cynical Sounds for bringing this Thrash Metal Band to Singapore. Hope there will be more to come for us.

Total War

2010-05-15T23:01:00.003+08:00

I can still remember my classmate named 'Ojas'. Cool name right? Ojassss...
He's an indian.

Acer crystal eye webcam

2010-05-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

Well you are.

No remorse

2010-05-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

One thing i currently am confused about in school.
Digital Fundamentals.
Everything else gels quite well.

Happy Mother's Day:D

2010-05-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

We had a small celebration, all planned by the girls. So all my close cousins gathered to Hafiz's house and hang out. And see! The cats are big already! I only took photos of white one cos apparently the black one was scared. So he hid himself in my auntie's room. Too bad it missed all the food and fun.

Why make it sour when its all great.

Orgasmatron

2010-05-08T15:27:00.004+08:00

This was during CCN day yesterday. It was fucking packed! It was quite tough to squeeze through the crowd. Lots of food and other stuffs.

Well i was randomly taking pictures and, as you can see, i am still using the minnie mouse pencil case-.-

Look what i found! Some bastards go draw this thing. I admit i laughed the first time i saw it.

Yesterday was really fun. I can really feel the excitement throughout the whole school. I can feel the lively spirit everywhere. Well, my class sold keropok-.- haha while others did much better things than us. Went all around the school with Hidayat just to sell keropok and guess what, we sold none. But out stall did sell quite alot.

Today i met my girlfriend and she was surprised by a something. Hahahaha. Yes and it was my first time. Ok thats all i have to tell you.

Now Jam N Hop was crazy.

AEG EEEEEOOOWWW

2010-05-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

I went downtown,
I saw Miss Brown.
She had brown sugar
All over her booga-wooga.

I think I might join the fun,
But I had to hit and run.
See I just can't settle down
In a kinky part of town.

Round and round it hit the ground.

2010-05-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today we went cycling! Today there were lots of people. I like it. I like the Pasir Risian Spirit. See people run, jog, speeding, fall down, barbecue, swim, cycle, dating, flying kites. FUN RIGHT! My god is fair. My life is fair. He let lives go up and down. Which equals to? Lets see the equation..

Life = Up + Down
= Fair

Life = Negative + Positive
= Neutral
= Fair

I WANT TO FLY KITE AND GET PAID